Ah.

Silence.

Finally, the world stopped revolving and I can stand still. These thoughts in my head are the only ones I long to bear inside me, no matter how troubling or how depressing... these thoughts comprise the entire me. But alas, I have no words for all the things that go in my head.

Then, a voice... almost a whisper, saying, "You say you have no words..but why do you speak a lot? Aloud even?"

I pause.

I am stunned.

I am talking to myself, contradicting myself...in my head!

There is no one more crazy than I.